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Solace

from Saint by STATEN

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I woke up without you again.
You left your imprint in my bed.
I woke up without you again.
You’re the love I’ll remember,
and I’m the mess you’ll forget.

It was 4am, I kissed your lips inside my car,
it was cold as hell, I saw the truth inside the dark.
You were scared as well, I caught the shiver from your hands,
and I told you everything you needed to hear, understand
that I loved you more, I loved you so much more
than you could ever comprehend.

You could’ve broken my spine
I’d still try to make amends.
I saw it hurt you more than it
could ever damage me.
God damn me for ever
thinking that you could change.
My fault, the melodies
you used to sing are
memories that haunt me
when I dream or when I’m barely wide awake,
how’d you fuck me up so badly
that I moved to another state?

Took a flight all by myself
where the heat resembles hell.
I’ll do this on my own
I don’t need someone else
to fix all of my problems
I got it, please don’t help.
Can’t tell me my feeling’s invalid
if it’s what I felt.

But I’m cautious
cause of all this
anxiety that I bottled,
my apartment
it’s haunted
not the bottle again
I can’t stop this.
Need solace,
I’m a monster,
blind eye for
a pill at the bottom.
I’ll ration my medicine
crush it and snort the end
losing my mind again
losing myself again.

Wake up alone, wake up alone,
never want to fall asleep without you.
Wake up alone, wake up alone,
never want to fall in love without you.
Drink by myself, fuck up my health.
Never want to fall asleep without you.
Losing the cause now that you’re gone,
never want to fall in love without you.

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from Saint, released March 3, 2016

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