We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.
/

lyrics

I need some bloodwork
I need some medicine
I just need something to make me feel
like alive again.
I need a haircut
tell my mind to shut up.
I just need something
fucking anything to move on.

But I can’t help it if he catches me first
close all my curtains but the mattress he owns
sink in an IV now it’s more than my bones
and I can’t get away, and I can’t get away
Oh it’s a night alone
even if she’s in my arms
Oh god I’m used to it
Oh god I’m used to it.

I’m not feeling like myself
if you could even tell.
Go on and leave me
in my bedroom, baby.
I’m not feeling myself
fuck if I can tell
can’t even make it to
my bedroom, baby.

Going backwards
fucked up now, my back hurts.
I’d kill myself
if it meant for her to come first.
I’ve seen my terrors
locked inside my mirrors,
I’d kill myself
but I’m waiting for the better.
And I can’t help it if he’s calling my name
from Calvary to Rahway, I am his slave.

Oh my angel eyes,
I need you here tonight,
Oh god I love you more,
oh god I love you more.

credits

from the unbroken spirit of myself, released February 28, 2017

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

STATEN image

STATEN Rahway, New Jersey

ambient dream

contact / help

Contact STATEN

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this track or account

If you like STATEN, you may also like:

Bandcamp Daily  your guide to the world of Bandcamp

On Bandcamp Radio

Saxophonist Isaiah Collier chats about his new LP and the influence of Pharoah Sanders.
listen now